I’ve started to pray again. This most always means that trouble looms ahead. Last time I started praying all big-n-shit….The Universe opened a can of whoop ass on me and I landed myself in a partial hospitalization program. You didn’t know that about me? Well, now you do.
I remember going to church one Sunday and [...]
Archive for February, 2009
This is out of left field. Catch.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 27, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Is it the Hokey Pokey or just hokey?
Posted in Uncategorized on February 25, 2009 | 4 Comments »
What is it all about anyways?
This dance of life I mean.
What if we are all in some sort of holding tank and the powers that be want to see how we respond being placed into this tank.
This thought arose because I am sitting in coffee shop listening to some pretty marose music, watching two men [...]
I Implore thee, dear Universe
Posted in Uncategorized on February 23, 2009 | 2 Comments »
Maybe this will help. Then again, maybe it won’t. I’m stuck. STUCK. I’m so freakin’ stuck like a fat kid trying to get down the skinny slide on the playground. I need heavy lubricant to slither me out of this familiar hole.
My best friend says she keeps looking for a window to show me the [...]
Easy there Ghost Rider
Posted in Uncategorized on February 16, 2009 | 2 Comments »
My forecast is just not looking good today. I truly feel that anyone to cross my path is in immediate danger of being a victim of my seeminly uncontrollable word vomit. I was telling my mom this morning that I didn’t know what it is I had to say. I still don’t, but I feel [...]
Frozen
Posted in Uncategorized on February 15, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
She is there beneath the frozen layer of my soul. Both hands pressing up against the ice, face contorted in a longing, searching, fearful, unspeakable way. She wants something from me but her indaubile plea falls short of my periphery and all I can do is stare back, helpless and broken.
Why can’t she just free [...]
Somatic work
Posted in Uncategorized on February 9, 2009 | 4 Comments »
Dear Somatic Work,
When I first started learning about you, I didn’t really believe in you and to some extent still don’t. When I go in to therapy and want to talk about ‘this, that, and the all important other thing’ and my therapist asks me where i feel light in my body and to focus [...]
DROP DEAD FRED!
Posted in Uncategorized on February 4, 2009 | 2 Comments »
I like to sleep alone. Sometimes naked, sometimes not. I relish being able to turn over and put my hand on the other pillow with no slumbering smelly human beside me. I don’t have to worry about drooling on anyone else or keeping them awake with the tossing and turning that defines many a night [...]
Please send more whiskey.
Posted in Uncategorized on February 4, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
In reading a book called “The Quarter life crisis”, I’ve concluded that life (or at least mine thus far) is just one chemistry lab after another. I go into each lab hoping and praying to not blow anything up. I am not even sure what the hypothesis is that I am trying to prove. There [...]
They say that breaking up is hard to do
Posted in Uncategorized on February 2, 2009 | Leave a Comment »
Dear WordPress,
There is something I have to tell you. Maybe you should sit down. Here it goes…
I’ve been seeing another blog now for about a month. We were made for each other. Its all the things I’ve been looking for in a one sided virtual relationship. Its not that you haven’t been great, you have. [...]
